Where To Start...
Hey Everyone,
My name is Cori and I am absolutely lost on where I would like to beginning, but I know I need an outlet to get all of my thoughts out of my mind and written down so maybe I can move past these roadblocks in my life. I probably should talk to a friend instead of broadcasting my life online, but sometimes that is easier gaining perspectives of others who don't know you. Hopefully, this can help me turn my life experiences into a book, which I doubt would help anyone, but would more so be like watching an episode of Maury and saying oh that could not be me; however, in hindsight you never know what you will turn out to be or the course your life will take. I imagined myself after high school going to a 4-year college, getting my degree right after, finding a husband, having a career, traveling the world together, buying a house, and having children. However, I was instantly off on the wrong start mainly due to my mother whom I do love dearly, but her life quickly took over mines and still does. That's a story for another blog, but I will fast forward to today. I'm 25, the oldest of 6 siblings, my youngest brother is 2, I just received my Bachelor's 8 years later, my current relationship is a roller coaster, I take care of everyone but myself, my twin brothers are about to move with me soon, more taking care of people, and I currently have 4 jobs going on 5, if I can juggle everything. I can not make this up, even though I wish this wasn't my reality IT IS and I want them to be better than me.
Well, let me get back to work since most of my time I'll be writing during these peaceful times at my 9 to 5. Just a sidenote, I'm in dyer need for a fill-in and hopefully all this typing and looking down at my hands will prompt me to get that done like yesterday.
Signed,
Broken Nail
My name is Cori and I am absolutely lost on where I would like to beginning, but I know I need an outlet to get all of my thoughts out of my mind and written down so maybe I can move past these roadblocks in my life. I probably should talk to a friend instead of broadcasting my life online, but sometimes that is easier gaining perspectives of others who don't know you. Hopefully, this can help me turn my life experiences into a book, which I doubt would help anyone, but would more so be like watching an episode of Maury and saying oh that could not be me; however, in hindsight you never know what you will turn out to be or the course your life will take. I imagined myself after high school going to a 4-year college, getting my degree right after, finding a husband, having a career, traveling the world together, buying a house, and having children. However, I was instantly off on the wrong start mainly due to my mother whom I do love dearly, but her life quickly took over mines and still does. That's a story for another blog, but I will fast forward to today. I'm 25, the oldest of 6 siblings, my youngest brother is 2, I just received my Bachelor's 8 years later, my current relationship is a roller coaster, I take care of everyone but myself, my twin brothers are about to move with me soon, more taking care of people, and I currently have 4 jobs going on 5, if I can juggle everything. I can not make this up, even though I wish this wasn't my reality IT IS and I want them to be better than me.
Well, let me get back to work since most of my time I'll be writing during these peaceful times at my 9 to 5. Just a sidenote, I'm in dyer need for a fill-in and hopefully all this typing and looking down at my hands will prompt me to get that done like yesterday.
Signed,
Broken Nail
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